A BIG BIG THANKS…
to those who always view my blog. =)
Why i never update my blog recently? What a long story.
You guys interested to know? Unkwon.
Haiz.. A super DOWN and MOODLESS life for me between the time i never touch my blog. It start from the day i check my result.
F*
First time this kind of word occur in my MMU achievement. Three, is three. Not only one. 3 in 1 gaint stone falling down towards me. Since i am always last minute for my exam, can’t blame. I am so lucky for so many trimester already, this time i out of luck.
DANCE
GIRLFRIEND
LIFE
EVERYTHING, YA EVERYTHING…
Seriously, i really don’t have the mood to do anything, don’t think to care anything at all. Everyday stay at home, hiding myself. Once saw parents are so care of me, i am full of sadness, guilty, and alot of words in my heart for apologize. But i am be quiet all the time. Try to avoid them, no face. I never be ”show fillial obedience”.
That day, i saw parents at living room chit chating with happiness, keep smiling. I am thinking of what i did for them while look at them at side, unable to bear and hide myself in room, do what? cry =’(
What to do? Since it already happen, just try pass it in supplementary exam. Study study study. Of course they start to guess i am failing in my exam, because it is impossible i will study when there is no exam. Although they no scolding me or showing me their dissapointed face, but i can guess how was their feeling. =(
Supplementary exam was over. Waiting for the result.
All PASS one FAIL
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I failed one of the main subject of my course. FLUID MECHANICS. Serious, most probably i will delay 1 year for graduate. Again my condition is back to MOODLESS and DOWN. T.T
After that day brother, KhiM talk to me through MSN. Ya, I never do my best even though i try to do better but it is still not enough. I am really REGRET!! For this trimester, i take a subject which same with him, why? I am so action want to take Delta year subject when i am in Gamma year currently? NO! I purposely to do so because it will influence me to be more hardworking than previous. Wish this trimester i can get a ideal result for my family, for myself. How about more than 3.33? I CAN DO IT!!!
You guys must be feel weird with the ”through MSN”, yea since that year i were Form5 and he was taking Foundation in MMU. Our life have a big changes, because of the time table, the time for us to link up is getting less and lesser. It affect both of us become not as close as before. After i finish my Form5 and continue with Foundation in MMU, it doesn’t changes back. Until now, after i decide to take the same subject with him, it seems better now. =)
CHAN TAI HENG…
YOUR ARE THE BEST…
